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This year I battled a hydra which is basically a giant monster that grows two heads every time you cut one off. Its name is high school and sadly I’m not Hercules and I lost the battle. I cut one challenge and more challenges arose. What’s normal for the average student has became a struggle for me.

Organization is the head I battled with the most. This is the main reason why I have failed two classes and facing at least 180 dollars in summer school fees. Its not that im not smart but i lose and forget about things. I would do a big project and forget about it. when its time to turn it in I cant find it. there are two classes that have a note book that you have to turn in in order to pass. i never turned it in one time in either class.

 The battle isn't over yet. i have another quarter to prove myself and try to slay the monster once and for all( well at least until next year.) I feel as though my previous failures has dissapionted me and my family. summer school isnt fun but the whole that i dug is to deep to get out of. i fail a full semiester in two classes and i started the third quarter even worse. This is the hardest i am goin to have to work just to make it to a spot were some one giving minamal effort would be by now.

The first thing i have to do is focus. Every time I try to do something i get bored and easily destracted. for example, this paper. I know its a big grade but instead of doing it all right now and getting a great grade a am stoppping and looking around. Its becoiming challenging just to consentrate on little things. In order to succed in the rest of the year thats what i have to change. If i haven't learned anything else all year its to keep the worse ending in mind just so it won't sneek up on you. Sadly i have became the perfect example of that. I was reckless all year just slacking and playing and now im in my worst year of school so far. Another word from the wise is don't blame anyone but yourself, because your teacher might be out for you but you have to beat her at her/him at there stupid little game. And theres always something you could of done better.I think if i follow these laws i will do better.

If you didn't know i am a musician. So this summer im goin to work on several mixtapes. Its gonna be mostly rap mixed with a little rock. I am planning to get three done includin one i tittled opening my eyes and a short intermission. I'm also going to sing! There's only one problem with that idea, i can't sing. I guess i'll jus find a way to get pass that bump along with the summer school bump I am also facing. I really think if i do good now my summer will be great.

 if i haven't learned anything this year i learned that if you play around in highschool you will get left behind. This also reflects life; if you don't go get what you need it won't come to you.